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"Ljudska smo bića i ne poznajemo svoju veličinu.
Daj nam poniznosti da tražimo ono što nam treba zato što ni jedna želja nije isprazna i ni jedan zahtev nije beznačajan.
Svako zna čime da hrani svoju dušu; daj nam hrabrosti da svoje želje posmatramo kao da su stigle sa izvora Tvoje Večne Mudrosti.
Samo ako prihvatimo svoje želje, možemo shvatiti ko smo."

Paulo Koeljo - Brida

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

The girl instead of a pearl...

Do you see this girl?

Remember when I looked at you for the first time.
Remember those special moments we had.
Remember my words "You are mine", "You are so special", "You are my magnificent creature", "You are mine The One"...
Remember the touch I gave you, remember the smile you had on your face when we had fun.
Remember the tears we shared and romance we loved.
Remember that wake up call in the middle of the night.
Remember my walk around when we met the Previous One.
Remember my understanding and my support. Don't you ever forget that.
Remember my talks with you, my sleepless night when I felt something gone bad. Very bad.
Remember my food I prepared for you. Remember you said: "This is so good" and then started to cry. Once again.
Remember we had a talk all over again.
Remember our time on the top of the hill.
Remember everything we had in mind. Everything we planned in advance.
Everything we felt at those moments.
Remember every single detail....

You will not ever forget any of this. You are cursed now. Cause I put a spell on you.
You will not ever forgive yourself for the pain you have caused.
You will never let my part go from you cause it's stuck there and will be left there till the end of time.
You will never sleep again like you did before. You will never see it as we did...

Now back to the girl.

She is true child made of magic. Her moves are so sophisticated and think trough. 
Her hair is special. Her mouth are special. Her skin is pure. Her mind is wild.
Her touch is even better than ours will ever be. Her look is full of hope, desire.
She is so special. Magnificent. One of a kind.

I had this thoughts about you. Once upon a time. I saw you like her. You were that important and remarkable.
I saw you as unique as possible. Exceptional. Outstanding...

You were nothing like this lil' girl!

At least you woke up the writer within me. That means only one thing: you hurt me vastly.
Thank you so much. There are no words of gratitude that will do the justice...

I need to get you out of my system. I need to fuck you out of my brain.

Leave me with this girl.
You can keep that Nothing that's left of us....yeap, us...
Just a fairy dust.


Elastic heart,
Alex Shaw

Copyright: Artist Sia - Elastic Heart